This afternoon, I took my laptop out to my company’s balcony to attend my class, and since there was no proper stand to put the laptop on, I ended up placing in on the edge. That image immediately visualizes the current state of my life. It is a scary position, can drop at anytime, but stays still.
One thing I was clear though, I do not want to stay in this position, it is also not a sustainable one. It is a true calling for me to revive myself, before it collapses. First, I need to move myself to somewhere stable. Second, I need to find my joy and purpose back. Third, I need to ensure I have more strength, physically and mentally. Fourth, I need to pursue more adventures.
No BS, just actions. No excuse, just move forward. No game, just real stage.
